Gifts are loosing their meaning to me. I remember being 9 years old and gifts on my birthday party were great adventure to me. I remember receiving gifts was bringing a lot positive emotion for me. Now I ca not be thrilled by any gift. My sister brought me one metal butterfly wall art as a gift. To be completely honest I totally have no feelings towards this object. Although it is a gift I see nothing special in it. I will hang it of course not to insult my sis but gift emotions are dead for me. I have no idea why this had happened but in time the flare of my emotions has gone. Maybe it is the stress, maybe all the problems made pragmatic woman, maybe this is inevitable with years to pass. I miss these emotions. They made me feel alive. I want to be alive again.




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